crying..

I miss him... I miss him like a death... damn!! y he so cruel to me?? what have I done?? did he miss me?? or he have someone else... if it is true, y he does not want to tell me.. I feel like stupid dump here.. be honest with me man!!! I not ur toy.. i cry n cry.. waiting 4, but u never look at me as ur future wife... u just look as a girl that u can touch if u want it... this is not what I want.. i dont want ur touch.. dont want ur kiss.. just want ur love.. care me.. keep me fragile!!.. hold me tight till the end of ur life.. i'm not the type of girl that u can touch whenever u want.. no!!!!! it better u find another one.. b'coz.. i cant stand 4 it anymore.. just now.. u just like death 2 me.. it better does not have than have it.. this is what u want.. i'll give it to u.. gudbye!!